miLo Skilos

if u read my previous entry(scroll down bit lower luv..). u see..how much i crave for those things that i

didnt have. rite?..so i did some window shopping at midvalley. and yeah…it almost true that, things that we wanted, are not always what suit us best. cuz..

it turns out the mineralise m.a.c foundation is not exactly i wanted. cuz it has glitters..on it..which i mean..its too fabolous..hehe..doesnt suit me as a lowkey, not a attention seeker whore.so the friendly, informative sales girl at m.a.c midvalley really taken time to u know guide me with all the m.a.c galores…so at the end i settled in for the classic studio fix foundation.a matte finished foundation, which doesnt give my face that starry glitters..just a usual mild…cam tak nampak pakai foundation look. cost me RM103. thinking of buying a m.a.c brush.but im taken away by the RM180 price tag. i guess i better not yet plunge myself into that detail…so i settled in for 2 brush at SaSa. cost me onlyRM10 for bigger brush and RM8 for the small tip. so ok lah kan..

later on i went to check out the perfumes…didnt found hillary duff. or Paris Hilton’s Can Can. but i managed to check on other scents from other perfumes…that suit my signature scent.(sweet,mild, cute…and everything in between) so i think im fallen in love with RM210 D&G Light Blue perfume!.

hopefully im be able to purchase it Very soon…hehe..

Heirness by Paris Hilton. I like the scent. plan to buy this or the new Can Can perfume, also by Paris Hilton but i dont know if its available in KL yet.

Or probably this….with love by Hillary Duff. From E. Arden. Im sure it wont dissapoint me.

then i need a foundation. one that can make my skin looking radiant and fresh all day long.. ive surveyed around and i think im gonna go down with this…i have 3 choices. but i must choose only one..

A fluid foundation that blends the natural light-reflecting properties of micro-minerals with a smooth satin finish. Provides a low-to-medium buildable coverage with a skin-flattering, slightly luminous look. Helps make your skin appear, radiant, healthy, re- energized. Contains vitamins A, C and E to help nurture and condition the skin. Provides everyday broad spectrum UVA/UVB SPF 15 sun protection. Long-wearing. Good for all skins. Especially suitable for normal-dry skins.
30 ml / 1 fl oz

or

The liquid version of our all-time classic Studio Fix foundation. Provides medium buildable coverage and flawless natural-matte finish. Includes SPF 15 for everyday sun protection. Oil-free and long-wearing. Best applied with a M·A·C brush.
30 ml / 1.0 fl oz

or

A water-based, water-resistant foundation that provides long-lasting, natural coverage for face and/or body. Ideal for all skin types. Face and Body Foundation provides sheer, natural looking coverage in an easy to blend, water-resistant formula. The long-lasting formula is available in a wide range of colours and contains several emollients to help moisturize and condition the skin. It delivers professional looking results that meet the exacting standards of beauty photography and is ideal for perfecting the face and body.

hehe..hoping to get this in my hand..very very soon…

kadang2 kan, kalo kita nak kuar sorg2. kadang2 kita just rasee nak kuar sorg2. suka kuar sorg2. so tayahla tanya why and tuduh kita bukan2 plak kalo kita choose nak kuar sorg. for example. i dont think i need anyone to teman me to go to salon. coz im gonna spent half day there. imagine the treatment -cutting and wat not cost me hours of time on the chair alone.

speaking of which, last sunday i had a bob cut. i went there at 2pm and only finished everything at 7.30pm.dah malam baru siap. so sape tak ngamuk bila tgk dia ada lagi congok kat situ tunggu. like tade keje or menda lain nak buat. so sape tak fadeup. overdose betul sikap controlling dia. makes me nyampah kekadang. so bila dah nyampah tu…tanak naik marah i had to stay away from him. if not seme menda dia buat adeeeeeeeee je rasa nak marah.

kekadang all this itsy bitsy stuff buat kita gave up lah…..yelah..imagine my friends are shying away from me. my life is not as usual flow. of course im not happy. padhal from the get go dia taw what type of person i am. im not a clingy person. just like a monkey i cling from tree to tree as i please…..when i want, whenever i want…sabar jelahhhh…skrg nie nak keluar dgn kawan pun mcm nak mencurik…sneaking around…my phone…jgn cakaplahh dah setahun lebih in silent mode and even vibrate mode pon off and now even worst…kena sorok kt tempat2 yg dia tak tahu..if not his jealousy to will sparks another statement yg buat aku sakit hati…dgn tuduhan2 tak berasas dia…like im gonna date every guy who obviously are just frens to me!

aduh..sudah2lahhh dgn sikapmu ituuu…tataw lagi berapa lama sanggup and boleh aku bertahan.

“Gastritis is not a single disease, but several different conditions that all have inflammation of the stomach lining. Gastritis can be caused by drinking too much alcohol, prolonged use of nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) such as aspirin or ibuprofen, or infection with bacteria such as Helicobacter pylori (H. pylori). Sometimes gastritis develops after major surgery, traumatic injury, burns, or severe infections. Certain diseases, such as pernicious anemia, autoimmune disorders, and chronic bile reflux, can cause gastritis as well. The most common symptoms are abdominal upset or pain. Other symptoms are belching, abdominal bloating, nausea, and vomiting or a feeling of fullness or of burning in the upper abdomen. Blood in your vomit or black stools may be a sign of bleeding in the stomach, which may indicate a serious problem requiring immediate medical attention.”

i know that i had gastritis all along…since prelimanary school. but on wednesday morning around 2am. the pain was never before i expected. a very sharp,squeezing pain in my upper abdomen. causing me scream in pain to release my suffering. apart from that i also face the normal windy, nausea, the usual stomach pain…it hurts!!

the next morning i rushed to the clinic and luckily the doctor who always treated me knew what her job well.after giving me two injections and medication. the pain ease. thank god. i nearly made my way to the hospital, but having thoughts if i admitted to hospital i have to go through several lab test and all since the doctors there didnt know my medical history. unless i go there upon consultation.i dont want to sleep in hospital.

well later i learn that my stomach now doesnt tolerate with exessive cafein. cause that night i had a mug of nescafe upon craving. i love nescafe…i love coffee..i love the smells..but sorry to say..unlike others..i can only those drinks but i cant drink it…as much as i love it. then having fear of having to go through similar painful exprience..i guess im gonna shy away from coffee/caffein for a long long time….

ting tong. cepat sudah november dtg…kan? taw taw raya dah habis..deepavali pun dtg…so bout a while gak i didnt blog bout myself…lamanyer tak menulis.uhu.

as im writing this…i felt a void really in me. some things turn sour after i went back from melaka. i was tired really after went back from melaka on sunday. my body ache..lebam2 psal main rollerblade x hengat. to the point that on monday i got flu coz berembun..and my bf had to help me walk…i regret myself cause i shouldve pull myself together n be with my friends then surrender to my physical fatigue. oh..well..im not in the mood to explain stuff…maybe not now.maybe later..truth is i do love them. but sometimes as human being i made mistake.so forgive me if i you could..

i really miss my mum…really really to the point that on monday nite i dream of her .i dreamed i met my mum..hug her..in tears tellin her how much i love her and miss her…then i woke up…feeling worried..bout my mum. maybe shes sick, maybe she miss me..i pray for all good things for her. i hope she will be alrite.

i wanna to balik to my hometown at this very moment..but my wallet say no. its tough…life is tough i felt my life is tougher this few months now..i have to hang on…for a while..

i hope i can pass tru this. help me. keep me sane. pray for me.